Incompatible Compatibles

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At the time Mark and I became engaged, our diocese required couples to complete a six-month program before marriage that involved meeting a few times with an older, more experienced, couple, attending a day-retreat, and taking a pre-marital inventory. In those days, they called it “Pre-Cana.”

We were excited to join the program, because we wanted to start things off right. We thought we were doing great, until we met with the older couple to discuss the results of our pre-marital inventory, a questionnaire designed to evaluate the couple’s compatibility and project their potential for forming a viable marriage.

According to the couple, we’d completely bombed the questionnaire. Mark and I disagreed on many items – too many to assure them of our compatibility – and the couple was concerned. Not only that, but also they recommended that we not get married! We were certain of our vocation to marriage and to each other, so we protested their assessment. With trepidation, they agreed to discuss the matter with the pastor and schedule a meeting for the five of us afterward. When we met, the pastor recommended against our marrying, too.

What ensued was a considerable amount of head shaking, eyebrow raising, and sighing. That’s not to mention the excessive nervousness on the part of Mark and me. Finally, and obviously reluctantly, the pastor agreed to marry us. We were ecstatic and eager to proceed with our wedding plans. That was twenty-nine years ago.

What made us so convinced that the apparent lack of compatibility was not an issue?

We were well aware of our differences. Yet, we also were aware of the power of the graces given to married couples through the Sacrament of Marriage.  Husband and wife are privy to God’s grace in as much as they need, whenever they need it, and God’s grace has unlimited ability to change, transform, and purify.

Based on that, Mark and I added a private dimension to our marriage vows beyond “love, honor, and obey,” that that secured our desire and commitment to change for each other. We’d been (repeatedly) told the old cliché “you get what you marry,” meaning you have to accept the other just as he/she is, without further expectations. We felt that was true, but only to a degree. We believed that “what you marry” is only the starting point. We were convicted that the sacramental graces would help us to change for the sake of the other in order to become the individuals and couple that God had in mind for us to be from all Eternity.

Change, in this context, doesn’t mean becoming a completely different person. It means accentuating and improving on the qualities God has given us and working to achieve and develop others. It means opening ourselves to the other’s point of view and squelching the bad habits, annoying behaviors, and obnoxious attitudes that threaten our closeness as man and wife. It means humbly praying together for God’s guidance and persistently seeking Truth.

Let’s take, for example, our daughter’s pre-mature birth and month-long stay in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit. The day before Monica was to be released from the hospital, she contracted a systemic staph infection which literally killed her. After three tries, they were able to revive her. Instead of celebrating her homecoming, we spent the next days wondering whether or not she would live.

I was angry. I’d cry and beat the daylights out of my pillow each night over the agony of watching our baby suffer with the tubes, wires, needles, and restraints. Mark was silent, going about his day as normally as possible in between hospital visits. I took his silence as unaffectedness, which added to my anger. One day, I could take it no more, and I exploded.

“What’s wrong with you? Don’t you care?” I screamed at him. The discussion that followed was one of the most important of our entire marriage. Now I know that Mark’s initial reaction will be silence; he’ll work through it internally, piecing it together in his mind and trying to make sense out of it before responding. Knowing that, I’m content to give him some space before we tackle a hurdle. In turn, he tries to indicate where he’s at so I don’t go berserk while I’m waiting to discuss. He also tries to be more expressive when we do talk.

A couple can be so incompatible that they shouldn’t marry, and I don’t recommend serendipitously casting off a pastor’s advice. I do recommend calling on the grace promised through the Sacrament of Marriage and commitment to change for the sake of the other. It’s a great way to both start a marriage and continue one.

Copyright 2012 Marge Fenelon
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Marge Fenelon is a longtime contributor to a variety of Catholic and secular publications and author of Waiting with Mary; Advent Reflections for Those Who Hate to Wait, and Ecce Mater Tua - Behold, Your Mother; Marian Stations of the Cross (both self-published), When's God Gonna Show Up? and When's God Gonna Call Me Back? (both published by Liguori Publications). Her latest book, published by Our Sunday Visitor, is Strengthening Your Family: A Catholic Approach to Holiness at Home (2011), the Foreword of which was written by Timothy Cardinal Dolan. She’s a regular guest on Sacred Heart Radio's "Son Rise Morning Show" and has appeared on many others, including "Conversation with the Cardinal" with Cardinal Dolan, Relevant Radio's "Morning Air," and Spirit Catholic Radio's "Inside the Pages." She's an enthusiastic speaker and small group leader, and has invigorated audiences in a variety of venues.

1 Comment

  1. Love this message, it is right on target. My husband and I went through a similar experience. IN my case, I was not Catholic at the time, so they adbsied my husband that we should not marry and put all that on him. He never shared this with me until our 10th anniversary. We will celebrate our 35th anniversary this year. God changed our hearts, but no less so than is needed for any sacramental marriage. Great article.

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