Dying to Live and Living to Die

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Live life to the fullest!  That includes eternity.  Yet, who among us lives as if death is coming soon?

The denial is odd.  We witness death through family members and newspaper accounts of unexpected tragedies.  And not even Michael Jackson or George Harrison, or any of the larger than life celebrities that seem to “have it all” escape death.

Yet, the default setting for most is to live merely—or at least mostly—for Earthly life. In such a case, a death sentence can be a great blessing.  Suddenly, eternal reality becomes personal.

Dying to Live

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For Richard J. Cusack, Sr., who was once the president of a consulting firm in Wayne, PA, life was very good.  In 1992, on New Year’s Eve, he felt he had it all. (This story is excerpted from “The Gift of Cancer” by Susan Brinkmann as part of the collection in Amazing Grace for Survivors.)

“I was at a party in a big home in Newtown Square, a hundred people, lots of champagne,” Cusack said. “I had just turned 52. When it came time for the toast, I remember turning to my wife, Martha, and saying, ‘Well, I can finally say it. This is our time. We’re on top of the world. We have the home, the shore place, and the boat. We can travel. Our kids are grown. I’m just about ready to semi-retire.’”

Two months later, during a routine physical, he was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. To prolong his life, doctors performed a thyroidectomy, which meant removing the control mechanism for 25 different body functions from hormones to sleep cycles. In a matter of months, he said, “I went from the top of the world to the depths of hell.”

Although he had faith and went to Mass each Sunday, God had been a low priority.  Life became so painful that he prayed to die. “I never asked for a miracle because I never thought I deserved one,” he said. “What did I ever do for God? People would say all the time that they understood how frightened I was about the cancer and I’d say, ‘I’m not frightened about the cancer. I’m frightened about the final judgment.’”

Cusack began attending Eucharistic Adoration every day. One day, a tiny 80-year old nun named Sister Theresa approached him and said, “Richard, you must have great faith and trust in God. No matter what the future holds, you need to begin a journey that will bring you closer to Him.”

He took her advice and began to go to confession frequently, to daily Mass, and to visit the Blessed Sacrament. Two years later, in 1994, he was still alive even though he had health problems. “However, I still believed my remaining time on earth was short, so I decided to really say ‘yes’ to Him for whatever time I had left.”

That’s when things began to happen. One of the sisters encouraged him to write down his experiences for others. He composed ten different brochures, which were widely distributed. He told his story on a Catholic radio show and had so many callers he ended up with his own show, “For Those Who Hurt,” which ran for several years.

One Friday afternoon at 3:00 p.m. during adoration while thanking God for all the extra time he had been given, he asked:  “Before I arrive at my final judgment, is there something I can do for you here on earth?” he asked God. “What would be pleasing to you?” Cusack was suddenly inspired to make a beautiful holy card with a monstrance on the front and the words, “Do you really love me? Then come to me. Visit me before the Blessed Sacrament.” He sketched out the card and had 100 printed. He began giving them out and received requests for more.

Cusack then got a letter from Sister Roberta Ochs, President of the World Apostolate of Fatima in Portugal, saying that she had received a card and wanted 10,000 more to distribute to pilgrims. This was followed by another call from the Sisters of the Precious Blood in Manchester, New Hampshire, requesting 5,000 cards.  Before long, the cards were circling the globe and requests were coming in from everywhere. Accepting no donations, Cusack and his wife Martha box and ship thousands of cards every month from their home. They have distributed more than three million of them.  Any donations are given to the Sisters of the Precious Blood who send the money to help seminarians studying for overseas missions.

“I can say there is a wonderful movement going on in the Catholic Church all over the world,” he said. “Churches are opening up for adoration. People are bringing their fears and anxieties to Jesus.”   That’s the real story, he says. “Was it a miracle that happened to me? The miracle isn’t medical. I think the miracle is what the Holy Spirit has done with all this.”

(To order cards for distribution, write to “For Those Who Hurt”, 175 Strafford Ave., Building Four – Suite One, Wayne, PA 19087 or call 610-687-7660.)

God’s Bucket List

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Some people, like Cusack, wait until death looks them squarely in the eyes before it occurs to them to live for God.  Only then was he led to touch the lives of millions and bring them closer to God.

In the movie, The Bucket List, two terminally ill patients (Jack Nicholson and Morgan Freeman) escape from a cancer ward to accomplish their list of dreams before they die.  But an end-of-life plan to prepare for facing God by indulging in worldly desires is foolish.  It’s more important to know what God’s has placed on our list to do before leaving earth.

In the new book God’s Bucket List, author and EWTN TV and radio talk-show host Teresa Tomeo, challenges people to examine God’s to-do list for us.  As a one-time TV news reporter in Detroit, she once lived for worldly success.  In her book, Tomeo shares how the enviable career she had built for herself fell apart, along with other parts of her life.  Not until she put God at the center did she find peace and a very different kind of success.

“Scripture tells us only God knows the desires of our hearts,” Tomeo says. “ It was, after all, God who placed them there because they are designed to lead us to His will for our lives.“  Her book examines God’s list for union with us through mercy, fruitfulness, fellowship, and peace.

Cusack and Tomeo were both unwillingly knocked off their earthly paths.  Not until then, did life fully come into focus.  Rather than living a life that requires God to come in after us, it would seem far wiser to go to him on our own.   Then, instead of having the things that ultimately turn to dust yanked from our shallow grasp, we can open our hands and hearts to the real treasures God is waiting to give us.

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Copyright 2014 Patti Maguire Armstrong

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Patti Maguire Armstrong and her husband have ten children. She is an award-winning author and was managing editor and co-author of Ascension Press’s Amazing Grace Series. Her newest books are: Big Hearted: Inspiring Stories from Everyday Families, a collection of stories to inspire family love, and Dear God, I Don't Get It and the sequel, Dear God, You Can't Be Serious, children's fiction that feeds the soul through a fun and exciting story. Patti is a correspondent for the National Catholic Register, Our Sunday Visitor & Dakota Catholic Action. She has appeared on EWTN 4 times and Fox and Friends as well as Catholic radio stations across the country.

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