Am I doing it right? In Life, I mean.
Most of us wonder about that. We don’t set out to do things wrong. But we often do.
We want to do the best for our families and ourselves. But what is Best?
There’s really no certainty about what’s best for us. We do know, though, we’re to follow God’s Commandments. But exactly how to follow them in particular situations is sometimes hazy.
For example, in parenting children. What is the best way? What’s good for one child may not be good for another child.
And in marriage. We have two separate personalities involved, so we often have two very different ways of approaching problems.
In our job, or with friends, or with aging family members–is one way better than another?
What are we doing? Are we coming anywhere close to doing it right?
I’ve come to the conclusion that as long as we pray, try to listen in our prayer to what God is telling us, and have a true desire to please Him–to do things right–then we shouldn’t worry. We are doing our best. And this is what is desired of us. That we sincerely, without excuses, TRY.
The really beautiful thing about trying is that even when we stumble, even when we fall, even when we fail, most of us get back up! This is due to the amazing human spirit given us by God.
I’ve posted this prayer of Thomas Merton before. I love it.
It’s something I pray often.
Especially when I’m not sure of the path I’m on.
Especially when I’ve made mistakes and want to start over.
Especially when I feel lost and need to be led.
Especially when I feel as if no one is able to advise me what to do.
For many years, it’s been a solace for my own worries–indeed an answer TO my worrying.
Maybe you’ll become fond of it, too.
MY LORD GOD, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road though I may know nothing about it. Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.
Copyright Kaye Hinckley, 2015