The Prayer List

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Copyright 2016 Kirk Whitney

Copyright 2016 Kirk Whitney

 

When someone shares news of a death, illness or personal difficulty, others often respond with a comment like “I’ll keep you in my prayers” or “ Our prayers go out to you.” Often these words comforting. They can also come off as an automatic response to the news you just shared.

I have been guilty of the latter. “I’ll pray for you” can be something to say when there’s nothing else to say. A way to move the conversation forward while expressing your sympathy. I’ve done that.

I was not insincere when telling people I would pray for them. I just didn’t  have much of a prayer life. I was making the offer to pray without a plan to carry it out. I also have to admit that for a long time, I didn’t know why I was making the offer or why it was important. That changed when I started to pray.

After decades of being negligent or at least, inconsistent, I finally cultivated a habit of daily prayer. Along with that habit came a prayer list. It’s not a formal list. I don’t have it written down anywhere. My list contains the usual suspects; family, friends, living and deceased and those who are in need of prayer due to illness or other crisis.

In addition to this core group, there are two other categories of people on my list. The first consists of anyone I have ever offered to pray for. I pray for them collectively and whenever possible, individually.  Over the past few years, I have been able to recall more and more of those to whom I had made a prayer commitment. I now make an effort pray for them and about them as individuals.

Why start praying for people years after the offer to pray had been made and forgotten? On one level, it’s an attempt to restore the integrity of my word to others. On another, it’s an acknowledgement that God’s grace in not subject to the boundaries of time. It’s never too late to pray for someone.

How and why am I now recalling people to add to my list?  Now that I am in my early sixties, I am approaching what Psychologist Erik Erikson describes as the quest for Ego Integration. This is the reflection on one’s past, the evaluation of one’s successes and failures. My mother called it woolgathering. Through this process of looking back, I often recall times when offered to pray for someone or should have.

Another factor has been the addition of meditative prayer daily routine.  When I first committed to regular prayer, I started with what I knew. That was formal vocal prayer. The daily Rosary and the occasional Novena were my starting point.

My cultivation of meditative prayer grew out of the woolgathering I described earlier. I would find myself dwelling on past failures or regrets. I came to realize  that worry, regrets and sorrow are thoughts that are pleading to become prayers. Now I ruminate less and pray more. When I think about the past, I will sometimes recall a person I haven’t thought about in years. When I do, I add them to the list. This is particularly important if it is someone I have been unkind to or wronged in some way.

Lastly is what you might call my “enemies list.” I’m not a president so I don’t have a real enemies list, but there are people that I pray for because of hateful views they espouse toward faith or people of faith. Some are celebrities who mock the notion of any belief in God, others are friends, family and acquaintances who buy into the notion that faith is a characteristic of  mental frailty.

There are times when these attitudes should be countered head on, but sometimes, confrontation is not possible. Prayer is always possible.

I am amazed, for example, at the number of hateful and bigoted posts that show up on my Facebook feed. I have friends that engage in political and theological battles with some of these folks on line. They are good at it. I am not. I just get weary; then I pray.

I was both saddened and amused a few weeks ago by the uproar on Twitter and Facebook as people were mocked and attacked for offering to pray for the victims of the shooting in San Bernardino. The overall tone of some of these posts, tweets and even newspaper editorials suggested that prayer is pointless and superstitious. (While clicking “like” buttons and re-tweeting are rational and constructive.)  

This anti-prayer chorus included a few people that appear in my Facebook and Twitter feeds. I didn’t post any nasty replies. I did not un-friend or un-follow any of them. But, I did add a few to my list.

Copyright 2016 Kirk Whitney

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Kirk Whitney is a retired Home Economics teacher and school administrator. He now works as a full time grandparent.

5 Comments

  1. Wonderful, Kirk. I know what you mean. Lately I’ve been categorizing each decade of the Rosary as a general intention, and any particular prayer intentions I’ve committed to make their way into one of those. For example, the fourth decade I always offer up for those who are sick, suffering, struggling with financial or employment difficulties or their faith in God, then in particular I recall those individuals that I am supposed to pray for. Before that, I was in the same boat as you. I like your tips.

  2. Great article! I’m glad to hear I’m not the only one who prays after the fact! I’ve always called it “retroactive prayer!” I have a terrible memory! So grateful God understands.
    Thanks for the practical ideas on enhancing our prayer life.

  3. Great article! I was also in the habit of offering to pray for someone and then forgetting. Now I use several “memory devices” which range from an actual list of those who are ill and in need of prayers (I keep the list by my computer so I am sure to see it several times a day) as well as those who have died. Another device e I’ve recently started is to say a prayer for the deceased when I come across their memorial cards. I keep them, but they have been scattered in several places in my home. I am attempting to gather them and put them in one spot so I can pray for the soul of each. I got that idea from another CatholicMom article. Another “prompt” I use is to say a prayer each time I see an out of state license plate. This started when my son was serving overseas in an active war zone as a United States Marine. I didn’t hear from him for months at a time and knew it was in God’s hands but I still wanted to do something. Each time I saw an out of state license plate I said a quick prayer. (This came about because of our mutual enjoyment over the years of spotting such plates.) Anyway, he came home safe and now I use the license plate technique to pray for family and friends. It helps to have a kind of “string around my finger” reminder.

  4. I like what you said about it is never too late to pray for somone also God knows what is in our hearts and hears all the unspoken prayers

  5. Aine Nic Giolla Choille on

    Kiernan (and anyone else who might be able to offer help or advice),
    I’m interested in more details on how to use different decades of the rosary as prayer intentions. I like your idea for the fourth decade. What about the other decades? I would welcome suggestions.

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