Grandma's gift from the grave: a patchwork quilt

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The heading might call to mind something morbid, but this is anything but.

Yes, my grandmother died, just a few months ago on Dec. 28. She was 101, and even though we miss her, we had a lot of good, long years with her. We all feel pretty blessed in that.

As her oldest two grandchildren, my sister, Camille, and I had the most years with her, and for that, we are even more blessed. I had 47 years with Grandma and my good memories go back just as far.

Grandma was the consummate mother. She belonged to a Mother’s Club. She was a Girl Scout leader for a while. She taught religion class for a time. She poured money and time into building the local Y, then swimming laps there, and making sure we all knew how to swim.

And she sewed her children’s clothes — and ours when we came into the picture. I remember during visits arriving and finding her there in the living room with the sewing machine and all the material, thread and pin cushions, too. She was always happy to take breaks to read to us, though.

My mother never learned the art of it, but she appreciated her mama’s skill. In our earliest years, she didn’t have to buy many clothes for us. Grandma sewed them all. My sister and I were only 17 months apart, and Grandma often made us matching clothes in the earliest years. Some of our young peers accused us of being “twins.” The matching clothes had them fooled.

In time, our clothing tastes changed so Grandma’s machine didn’t hum quite as much, but she did continue sewing a bit — clothes for our dolls, mending and the like.

When my sister graduated college — or perhaps it was when she got married just after that — my grandmother pulled together scraps from all of these sewing projects from our years as little girls and made her a patchwork quilt. I loved it, and secretly hoped my quilt was in the works, too.

Grandma did start a quilt for me, but never finished. Later, we learned that her arthritis had kicked in around that time. So she just folded the project into a box, closed it up, tucked it away somewhere, and moved on with life.

And there the quilt sat, in the dark, still and silent…waiting.

Flash forward to January of this year. Now, Grandma is gone, and my mother and sister are going through her home, sorting what to keep, what to give away. And in the midst of all that, a box appears under Grandma’s bed, contents unknown. When my mother opens it, she discovers the face of the quilt Grandma had started for me all those years ago.

Sizing it up, my mother becomes determined to find a way to bring the quilt back to life. My sister mentions a friend who quilts, and a revival begins. In another time and place from whence it began, a project set in motion by my grandma’s arthritic hands — with me in mind and love on her heart — experiences a resurrection.

My mother had told me it would come in time, but I forgot about it. Then one spring weekend, my daughter and I head to the city where my mother lives to do a college visit. I’m totally focused on my daughter and the task at hand. When my mom calls and leaves a message, it doesn’t connect.

“I have a surprise for you!” I’m thinking it must be for my daughter. But when we stop by her place to pick her up for lunch, Mom says, “Come inside a minute, Rox. The surprise is for you!” Inside her apartment, she hands me something in a large, plastic bag: the quilt, wrapped and ready. And so many memories infused within.

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Now, it’s on our bed, and at night, I pull it over me, and I feel Grandma’s love there, keeping me warm, sending me into another night of rest.

It is her gift from the grave, but the “better late than never” rule applies here. I am so grateful to have it.

I’m also very grateful to my mother for finding it and having the idea; for my sister for being the bridge; for her friend Esther for being willing to find time in her life to make this happen, for me.

It’s an early birthday present, months in advance, and I couldn’t be more tickled. Grandma isn’t here anymore, and yet she is, very much so.

I love you, Grandma. Thank you for all the love you sewed into our clothes all those years. Each thread was a piece of you given to us. Each knot, a note of love. Each snip of the scissors, a smile for your granddaughters.

Thank you, dear Grandma, for nudging the project along from your new place. I hope you have a warm quilt to keep you toasty, too. Or just to make you happy if warmth is no longer a need. And I hope your own mama is there to pull it over you each night.

Q4U: What pieces of your loved ones bring them back to you?

Copyright 2016 Roxane Salonen

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About Author

Roxane B. Salonen, a wife and mother of five from Fargo, N.D., is an award-winning children’s author and freelance writer who also enjoys Catholic radio hosting and speaking. Roxane co-authored former Planned Parenthood manager Ramona Trevino’s memoir, Redeemed by Grace. Her work is featured on "Peace Garden Passage" at her website, roxanesalonen.com

4 Comments

  1. A blanket of memories; how lovely! When my grandmother moved to the nursing home, I was able to have two of the decorative plates she always had on display above her cupboards. Now they are in my kitchen, bringing me a smile whenever I see them.

  2. Alicia, I should have chosen “a blanket of memories” for my title. I love it! The plates sound beautiful, too. Amazing how the tangibles bring us back in connection with a person’s soul. Thanks for sharing your experiences, and reading! God bless you.

  3. After my grandmother passed away I was given a daisy afghan that she and my aunt had made when I was a little kid. I remember resting under that afghan when my grandmother took care of me on sick days. It doesn’t go with anything in my house, but it’s right there in my living room so I can snuggle under it when I read.

    Roxane, I am sorry for your loss but happy that you have such a wonderful quilt packed with so many happy memories. They will keep your grandmother close to your heart always.

    • Barb, I’m sorry I’m delayed in responding to this beautiful comment. This was such a precious memory and I am so happy you shared it with me, and that my post stirred that memory. It is a beautiful thing to snuggle under something, or be wrapped in something, that is warm and reminds us of a loved one no longer with us. God bless you dear one! You are such a gift!

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